Stagnated WithIN

Hey everyone!

Can y’all believe that the Holidays have came and went and we are basically already in February 2020??

I can tell you now that 2019 was filled with so many curve balls, both good and bad! I was happy that a New Year was coming because I was hopeful that good things was on the way for me!

Y’all know my blogs have been filled with nothing but honesty since Day One, so we are starting 2020 the exact same way—So I gotta let y’all know how I have been—LETS GOOOO🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

I am excited to say that my Fashion Show will happen in a few months, the date is TBD! But I am in the process of gathering my models and about to start checking out fabric🙌🏽🙌🏽 I also have my full time job- that is keeping me afloat while I purse my dreams of Fashion on the side❤️ I am forever grateful for all that the Lord has blessed me with this far.

I am not so happy to say that 2019- had me in a depressed state of mind. My life was all over the place and I was stagnated to say the least. I had no motivation to do anything. Sadness, grief, bitterness all took over for a second. I lacked in my Faith. So much happened that I just simply didn’t understand, and often times asked the Lord why. I had no vision, no desire to move forward…… UNTIL….

I was cleaning up my house one day toward the end of 2019 and came across a picture of one of my cousins (My Bestfriend) who passed away my Freshman year in college. In that same box where I found the picture of us, I saw my college degree, high school school diploma, and pictures from my very first Fashion Show in 2014.

Tears begin to flow down my face and the Lord began to remind me of my purpose. The Destiny he placed (WITHIN ME), the (WHY) of it all–started to make a little more sense. I have work to do whether I believe it or not, I am here for a reason and God has been too good to me, for me to give up now! If you have been following me for a minute then you would understand what I mean when I say God has been too good to me!!!

My life thus far has been nothing but a TESTIMONY to say the least. Blessings on top of Blessings even when I didn’t deserve it. When I got in my own way and ignored the Lords blessings…. and YET HE STILL SAW FIT TO OVERLOOK MY FAULTS AND BLESS ME! I am not worthy of his grace and mercy.

The least I can do to show the Lord my appreciation is pursue my Destiny FULL FORCE, Un-Apologetically, Courageously, FearLessly….

I am always the one encouraging other people and praying for others but I found myself needing the same encouragement I gave others…

My Vision was Blurry and I had no energy or strength to pull myself out of my SLUMP/ STAGNATION💔

I am in a much better space mentally and physically ❤️

Trusting in the Lord every step of the way and doing my best to make God proud.

Prayer: LORD BLESS THE PERSON READING THIS, GIVE THEM SUPERNATURAL STRENGTH TO KEEP PUSHING FORWARD IN LIFE…. EVEN WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH! YOU ARE OUR ONLY HOPE LORD & IN YOU WE TRUST…. HELP ME PUSH THROUGH THE STAGNATIONS OF LIFE! HELP US TO REMAIN CONSISTENT THROUGH THE TRIALS OF LIFE & PUSH FORWARD TO OUR DESTINY!

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